June 16th......

June 16th is a bittersweet day for me.
The good - On June 16th 2007 my sister and Ryan got married. They are celebrating their anniversary today and that makes me happy. I remember their wedding clearly and some things that come to mind are :
Sarah looking beautiful - truly her prettiest day
All of us girls getting ready at her house - hair and makeup fun
Rachel's bum limb
Ricky looking very dapper in his suit
Ryan tearing up when Sarah came down the aisle
My mom and dad walking her down
The yummy food at the reception
My dad playing Sarah's song that she sang for their dance - surprise!
My dad, Sarah and I dancing together, one of my favorite pics.
My mom being so happy and proud.
A happy couple.
Happy Anniversary to the Smiths - many more anniversaries to come!!

The sad - On June 16th last year, I had a miscarriage. Breaks my heart just thinking about it. Definitely never ever ever want to feel that heartache again. I came home one night after a softball game and just wasn't feelin the greatest. I went to the bathroom and low and behold, there was some spotting. I knew something was wrong. Of course I panicked and told Ricky what was going on. He was trying to calm me down and told me everything would be ok. I called the dr and she said to come in first thing in the morning for an ultrasound. I just knew in my gut though that something was seriously wrong. I had been feeling kind of wierd that week and my pregnancy symptoms were actually fading - which I thought was sketchy. I actually took a pregnancy test just to make sure I was still pregnant and it came back questionable. So, I was dreading what I already knew was going on. Sure enough at the ultrasound they didn't find a heartbeat and told me that the baby only measured 7 weeks. I felt like I couldn't breath::I was crushed::truly devastated. I know Ricky was hurting too, as I could see his eyes welling up.....but he was strong, much stronger than myself. The ride home was silent, but tearful. As I think back on this day I am sad.....I know that there are some unknown reasons as to why it didn't work out, and that God has a plan, but my heart still aches.

I will keep this day in my heart forever - for my sister, and baby L.

Morning with lil Pfeiffer

Babysat lil Brody Pfeiffer today - too cute and too funny. It was kind of yucky weather, but we did manage to get some time in at the park. He was ALL about it. He was climbing around on the equipment like he was 10. I was a nervous wreck! He kept me on my toes, all the while he was smiling. He truly is a peanut. Probably the funniest part of the morning was his constant eating. This boy can take down some goldfish crackers! I swear I must have heard "na na" aka "snack snack" a million times. He was non stop. The best was when Chase (doggie) would try to pick up one that Brody dropped and Brody would quick step on it so Chase couldn't get it. Chase made for a nice vaccum though and definitely knows where to get "treats" from. On our way home from the park we took the long way and I had to laugh when I saw this clothesline with "undies" all on it! Gotta love small towns!

K4 Graduation.....priceless

Today was our neice Jozlyn's K4 Graduation. Wow, funny stuff. The gym was packed with parents all awaiting their childs ceremony - graduation from K4. Funny thing was that quite a few people had flowers and balloons that said "Congrats Grad" and stuff like that on it. I was cracking up - Congrats Grad??? haha! I have to admit though the ceremony was too cute. The kids all marched in single file in the front of the gym. Then they performed little routines, saying their ABC's and counting their 1,2,3's. Of course I finagled my way to the front and was sitting on the floor taking pics. Jozlyn was unbelievably cute. She kept waving to me and looking around for the rest of the family. My favorite part had to have been when she was showing me her pencil that she had in her pocket, in the middle of one of their routines. So funny. All of the kids get diplomas, like real graduation. They called their names and they had to stand up and go get them. Jozlyn was proud of hers. It really was a cute event and I'm glad that we went. I can't believe that she is 4 already, almost 5! Time has flown by. We also got great news that she is no longer going to be in any "special" classes, that she will be in regular Kindergarten next year. I do love this little girl, and was proud to see her doing so well. I may have loved the fact that she was excited to see me and held my hand the whole time too.

First Cyclones game of the year

Ricky is playing for 2 football teams this year, one in the IFL and one in the WSFL. His IFL team hasn't really been giving him an honest shake so this week Ricky played in the preseason game for his WSFL team, the Lake Country Cyclones. This is "Ricky's team." He plays a really big role for the Cyclones. Although they are a bit like the bad news bears and can't really get it together completely, I like this team. They have heart and it shows immensely. They don't have a stacked roster by anymeans, but it works and they are a family. I am really excited for this season to start. The coach has a lot of faith in Ricky and I love that he gives him the opportunity to prove himself. Unfortunately I don't get to take alot of pictures during the games because I am vidoetaping. Game film is a priority, so pictures get the back seat. Here are a couple from when the team was getting ready.

Flowers from the market

Happy Wednesday - lovin my farmers market flowers!

Happy Anniversary to us!!

Happy 2 year anniversary to the Leas (us)! We made it babe! Hahaha! Of course we made it, I'm just kidding. Anniversaries are fun to celebrate b/c it brings you back to the day when you said "I do." For us, that day was......RAINY. I mean monsoon!! It was amazing regardless. We always joke about how we want to get married again so we can have all of our friends and family in one place, the yummy food, the dressing up, and the celebration of us, another time. It was amazing. Ricky Lea, I would marry you a million times over and not just for the party, but for the life partner that I received. Thank you for another wonderful year and thanks for being my bestie. All my love, Liz

Farmers Market Love....especially the flowers

Oh how I love the Dousman Farmers market. It's simple, not a ton of stuff at all, but the people that sell stuff there are what make it great. This is one of those things that truly makes me enjoy living in "smalltownville." I have a little more love for one booth (shh...). My favorite little Hmong family that cannot be any nicer. They have THE most amazing flowers.....honestly. My dream is to secretly go to their farm/land and take pictures, I cannot imagine what that looks like, flowers galore. I met them last year when I used to fly in every Wednesday at 5:45 (closes at 6) when everyone would be packing up. They would always save a bouquet for me because they knew I would come. How sweet is that? They have already shown me the same love this year and that makes me smile. I was really excited to see them the first week. They were sooo cute. They totally recognized me and we all had ear to ear smiles. Their daughter (who I would talk to every week) is still at college, but they told me that she said "make sure to say hi to my friend." Me! I look forward to seeing her. Their flower bouquets are unreal....the most unreal thing about them is that they are $6! A $1 price increase from last year =). I cannot fathom that they only charge $6??!!! It is worth $30! So, my hope is to post a picture of the flowers that I buy every Wednesday, b/c I will be getting flowers EVERY Wednesday. There's just something about having beautiful flowers on my table that makes me in a better mood and makes my house look a little more pretty.

I can't wait to see the different flowers that this family is going to bring to me this summer.....